Why Patrick Lew isn't a huge draw as an artist...

I think one of the reasons why I am not more popular as an artist or can't draw enough is because I look very effeminate (hence stereotypical Asian male), I'm somewhat sloppy as a performer (I know my sh*** though when it comes to music), I have a gimmick of a quirky male stripper or 80's butt rock singer and the current state of rock music and society right now. People don't find a skinny 6 foot tall feminine looking Asian guy delivering hard rock, raging against the machine and making dick jokes believable. They rather see a rapper acting all hard and spitting rhymes about loving the Cocoa or a cleancut pop star with stretched earrings and a whack hairdo.