I'm done with my relationship with Manda Kay

 I regret to inform everyone about my marital status.

It’s probably taking a nose dive. I don’t want to be judged for all the mistakes I’ve made and held myself accountable for. Look, I wasn’t cheating on anyone. All I did was tell my family about a “personal loss” that me and my partner at the time had, and she got really mad at me unbeknownst to me about the matter, I said I was sorry. This isn’t the first time we had fights. But lemme tell ya, it’s nothing I would wish on any couple. Look man, I am not perfect. But I apologized like a real human being. The other party just threw a tantrum like a little kid over it, gaslighting me about something I didn’t even mean to do. Worse comes to worse, this wasn’t the first time we fought. We had many fights, and most of them were stupid and petty. And I can’t handle that shit, my mental health is more important than to deal with such stupidity on all shots fired. I tried to fix the shit. But my mental health couldn’t take it anymore. I was trying to keep it real, but she wouldn’t even see where I was getting at. All she was doing was gaslight me and belittle me like a bully on a schoolyard making me out as a terrorist or something. I am deeply sorry for this, maybe you are too, but I think she was the one who dumped me by blocking me on social-media. I just can’t handle the fighting anymore bro. Worst of all, she would get mad at me for “changing the subject.” What person gets mad at their partner for that shit? We’re not robots. She would say some very mean things to me when things were not so great. I feel like I’ve wasted my time and energy over petty behavior from one side, and I lost my train of thought. I was the one trying to hold this shit like a fucking army, but guess what, she backed out on seeing me in San Francisco on my birthday last year, September this year, lied to me and changed her mind about moving to see me. It’s like god damn! I am so sorry for even posting this on Facebook. I am sorry for those who were rooting for us too. I feel like an idiot now. But at least, I can play shows again!